OH MY, WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD?

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD?

Hard for Mom, because she wants to "Go Home" and

it just hasn't happened as quickly as she wishes for..

Hard for us to watch her go down so quickly, and hard for us

to loose her, and also hard because we can't do anything

about it! But we are there for her, with love and support.

And to do anything and everything that we can do!

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YouTube - God Will Make A Way
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She is really having major problems with confusion

and the confusion causes (at times fright, and a multitude

of other emotions) She has, in her mind relived Grandma's

death, Granddad's death, Dad's death (many times) and it's

just so upsetting to her. Even though at times she tells us that

Dad was there with her, or coming to get her soon, or even

things that he has just told her.. and she is honestly looking

forward to going with him.The confusion (we understand) is from

lack of oxygen to her brain, and the cancer settling in her brain..

But, you just never know what to expect! It's so sad!

GOD BLESS AND COMFORT HER PLEASE,

ABOVE ALL, "THY WILL BE DONE"

YouTube - Michael W. Smith - Above All (With Lyrics)

most times she gets so much peace and comfort out of the CD

that Norman made for her... (but nights like last night, only God

could calm her down) (*.*)

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YouTube - Amazing Grace ( My Chains are Gone)

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Last night, Jenna had to call Jim to come help her,

tonight Frances is staying there with Jenna,

we will stay Wednesday night with Jenna

and possibly Thursday night.

Then Betty Jo and Timmy, John and Joni will be here

on Friday.. (and from what we are told, they should

come see her now) so I am glad that they will be here.

THANKS EVERYBODY AND GOD BLESS!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as you might have already figured, these songs

(many of them) flood my soul and comfort me also..

even in my sleep.. many, many times I'll wake up with

a wonderful hymn going through my mind..

THANKS GOD FOR YOUR GOODNESS

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Please also keep Garland and his family in your prayers.

Also Barbara's Mother and Brother,

and Evelyn. And always the sick, the dying, the

hurting, and the grieving...

GOD PLEASE WRAP YOUR LOVING ARMS AROUND

EACH OF THEM AND GRANT THEM INNER PEACE,

AND COMFORT

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THANKS AGAIN EVERYBODY FOR YOUR PRAYERS,

YOU ARE ALSO IN OUR PRAYERS.

(Special thanks to our church family, God bless each of you)